Knopf Doubleday, Belletristik, American Housewife (Englisch, Helen Ellis, 2016)

WHAT I DO ALL DAY Inspired by Beyoncé , I stallion-walk to the toaster. I show my husband a burnt spot that looks like the island where we honeymooned, kiss him good-bye, and tell him what time to be home for our party. I go to the grocery store and find that everyone else has gone to the grocery store and, as I maneuver my cart through Chips and Nuts traffic, I get grocery aisle rage. I see a lost child and assume it&rsquo s an angry ghost. Fearing cold and flu season, I fist-bump the credit card signature pad. Back home, I get a sickening feeling and am relieved to find out it&rsquo s just my husband&rsquo s coat hung the wrong way in a closet. I break into a sweat when I find a Sharpie cap, but not the pen. I answer my phone and scream obscenities at an automated call. I worry the Butterball hotline ladies are lonely. I follow a cat on Twitter and click &ldquo view photo&rdquo when a caption reads: &ldquo #YUCK.&rdquo I regret clicking that photo. I weep because I am lucky enough to have a drawer just for glitter. I shred cheese. I berate a pickle jar. I pump the salad spinner like a CPR dummy. I strangle defrosted spinach and soak things in brandy. I casserole. I pinwheel. I toothpick. I bacon. I iron a tablecloth and think about eating lint from the dryer, but then think better of that because I am sane. I rearrange furniture like a Neanderthal. I mayonnaise water rings. I level picture frames. I take a break and drink Dr Pepper through a Twizzler. I watch ten minutes of my favorite movie on TV and lip-synch Molly Ringwald: &ldquo I loathe the bus.&rdquo I know every word. Sixteen Candles is my Star Wars. I hop in the shower and assure myself that behind every good woman is a little back fat. I cry because I don&rsquo t have the upper-arm strength to flatiron my hair. I mascara my gray roots. I smoke my eyes. I paint my lips. I drown my sorrows with Chanel No. 5. At the party, I kiss my husband hello. I loathe guests who sneeze into the crooks of their elbows. I can&rsquo t be convinced winter white is a thing. I study long-married couples and decide that wives are like bras: sometimes the most matronly are the most supportive. I feign interest in skiing, golf, politics, religion, owl collections, shell collections, charity benefits, school fund-raisers, green juice, the return of eighties step classes, the return of nineties grunge, a resurgence of bridge clubs, and Ping-Pong mania. I say, &ldquo My breath is the Pinot Grigio-est.&rdquo I say, &ldquo I am perfectly happy not being a Kennedy.&rdquo I say, &ldquo I&rsquo d watch a show called Ghost Hoarders. Why is that not a show?&rdquo I say, &ldquo You can take your want of a chocolate fountain and go straight to hell.&rdquo I see everyone out and face the cold hard truth that no one will ever load my dishwasher right. I scroll through iPhone photos and see that if I delete pictures of myself with a double chin, I will erase all proof of my glorious life. I fix myself a hot chocolate because it is a gateway drug to reading. I think I couldn&rsquo t love my husband more, and then he vacuums all the glitter.